Worried...

Sometimes I hate, absolutely hate, hormones. Being pregnant is hard enough, and then to sit here and worry constantly is so obnoxious. I'm getting so nervous about delivery, who's going to help watch our boys, take care of the dog and cats, our house while we're gone, the baby and his health. I think that's my ultimate worry. I know I'm not alone about this worry, but having 2 healthy kids and a 3rd on the way is nerve-wrecking. I only hope and pray that this little new guy is healthy too. The ultrasound looked good, so that's reassuring, but still. You never know. It's scary going into delivery for a 3rd time when you 'know' what can happen. Ugh. I'm sure everything will be fine...but 'what if'? What's this baby going to be like, what will he look like, will he need to be under the lights for jaundice? Will he breastfeed well? Will he be colicky? Will he be happy? I'm thankful I have 2 very excited big brothers to be to help out! Plus an excited Daddy!!! Ok, I think I feel better now.

Awesome Day

Today I used my Christmas present from the hubby...he gave me a 'daddy stay home day' gift certificate to use. A couple weeks ago, I was asked to join my Premier Designs family for a lunch and I thought to myself...hmmm, that might be a great day to use my certificate! So today was the day, my day off!!! It was really nice. I met the gals for lunch at Champps in Maple Grove, then I did some shopping at Kohls and Bed Bath and Beyond. I then called Splawn Montage to see if they had an appointment for a manicure, so I got my nails done (I know, super fancy). I also got my haircut while there. Then I went to Ulta...never been there before, and I don't think hubby will let me go back... ;). I then voyaged to Zantiago and got some yummy tacos, and totally ate by myself. It was actually quite relaxing watching all the hustle and bustle going on, knowing I wasn't in any hurry. Then I went to Target in Woodbury and putzed around. I got extremely exhausted while there though, so I had to call my day to an end. The kids were great for Daddy. Daddy ordered pizza for lunch, and then they had pizza for dinner...I thought that was funny. But the boys all had a nice time too and I think it was really good for them to be together for a day. The kiddos had a tubby tonight and now they're all snuggled in their beds. Evan's got preschool in the morning, so it's back to reality! I really enjoyed my 'day off'. It was much appreciated!!!

Happiness :)

You ever have one of those days, where everything just seems to 'go right'? I had one of those today, and it was fantastic! My little baby boy turned 2 today, and the entire day was so great. I can't believe he's 2 already though, wow. He was such a good boy, for most of the day ;) He had a Mickey Mouse themed birthday party and it was so cute, he loved it! He absolutely loves Mickey Mouse. We had family and friends to join us for his party and I honestly don't think he could have had more fun. Well I was just in a good mood so I thought I'd blog quick...at 12:40am! Yeesh, I should go to bed! Thank goodness tomorrow's a lazy day...hopefully.

Blogging Again

Hello! I have not blogged in such a long time on here, so I thought I'd give it a try again. I blog on MySpace once in a while, but why not blog in two areas. Well, I'm starting my 7th month of pregnancy and the boys are keeping me on my toes. I truthfully don't know how I'm going to handle 3 boys. I can hardly handle the 3 of them now, and one of them isn't even born yet! This has been a very difficult pregnancy, as far as my hormones and pain scale. Thank goodness I haven't been on bedrest...yet. I hope that I won't have to, but considering I'm at 28 weeks now, I'm sure I won't have to. I see the doc on Monday for my regular check up. Hopefully that'll go well.

Brian's headache is still happening, it's been a very long time and it has not let up. It's been really hard and very stressful, also very depressing. I feel so bad for him. I just want him to feel 'good'. He see's the neurologist again the 21st of this month, so hopefully something good will happen then. He's been also seeing a cranial massage therapist, along with his chiropractor and that hasn't done too much. Maybe this nice spring weather will keep up and it'll help him feel better. Who knows, I'm close to giving up hope, but I know I can't.

Well, nothing else too new is going on. Mason will be 2 on the 19th of this month, and boy oh boy is he showing and acting like it. Evan's been really good, so that's been nice. I took him out last night for a cookie at Caribou, I hope he enjoyed our little outing.

I should probably go now, Mason's standing on the end table and just knocked over the lamp. Ahh, the joys of parenthood.