Worried...

Sometimes I hate, absolutely hate, hormones. Being pregnant is hard enough, and then to sit here and worry constantly is so obnoxious. I'm getting so nervous about delivery, who's going to help watch our boys, take care of the dog and cats, our house while we're gone, the baby and his health. I think that's my ultimate worry. I know I'm not alone about this worry, but having 2 healthy kids and a 3rd on the way is nerve-wrecking. I only hope and pray that this little new guy is healthy too. The ultrasound looked good, so that's reassuring, but still. You never know. It's scary going into delivery for a 3rd time when you 'know' what can happen. Ugh. I'm sure everything will be fine...but 'what if'? What's this baby going to be like, what will he look like, will he need to be under the lights for jaundice? Will he breastfeed well? Will he be colicky? Will he be happy? I'm thankful I have 2 very excited big brothers to be to help out! Plus an excited Daddy!!! Ok, I think I feel better now.